why

why are YOU here?
im sorry i cant stand you

true enough.
why ARE you here?

why are you reading this when there are things more worth your time than reading this shit of piece of shit
my my aren't you a proud little one...
like dog.
taking all the sisa-sisa makanan
aku tahu kau desperate untuk dier
skarang baru aku faham apasal korang slalu gaduh
tapikan kau punyer kehendakkan tu eh...
boleh tak kau alas?
bodoh.
sundals.

im second to none.

yes today im fucking full of myself.
because tomorrow's a new day
with new fears and tears that'll never end
oh and of course
who can forget abrupt endings?
or the wastage of 10cents
all on a few words

somehow
things always steered your way
you always get what you wanted
that's what i hate about you

i want cheese fries tomorrow
thank god i've got that spare pair of shoulders
the pair that i never have to explain anything to
i can give the most vague of answers and reasons that dont add up
and it still wont matter

funny how those shoulders
reminded me of the start of the year
funnier that those shoulders
are the ones that i despise the most


heavens!
do you KNOW what im yakking about?
you dont right?
so what was the purpose of you coming here?
to pry right?
i believe that i've never revealed anything to my loyal masses of fucktard readers


finally,
the person who doesn't have any secrets
might just be worst than the one who has many

what i mean?
i mean that there is NO point telling people anything
thrash about in front of people if you have to
just keep your goddamn mouth shut

because a burden is a burden
and it's only yours to carry
and only you understand the whole complex shindig

what the fuck did i just say?
it took me two years
let's rack up more points
and more dust to this willingness shitbag

precious my arse.
unfortunate event.
irrelevant.

and the worst thing is
im here.
in a fetal position
in a corner
afraid to move

and pandora's box looks sooo pretty