you waved me away.i cant believe it.

everyone but me
why do i have to stick my guts out
and swallow my pride?
why?

what? no pom-poms?


thanks.
everyone but
everyone but

done?
so i know now
wasted


put on a black suit
and mourn
for every smile that i had to fake
for every laugh that i had to force

pray for me
pray i'll make it thru
pray i have patience
pray i have the sanity to think straight

i cant wait to run tomorrow
i have a splitting headache
looking at you makes it worse
thinking about your hypocritical words sickens and depresses me

everyone but


mommy, make it stop
make it STOP!
please please
make it stop