complaint

what a day
of sensual touches
caresses and mindless boarding of buses
i thought we'd never see a crack
and yet i did


and its scaring me so much
its pissing me off at times
its irritating
coz i feel so much
so alive with him
its happening all over again
im gonna hurt myself again
and him along with it


i never wanted to have feelings
i never wanted it to develop
who why what triggered it?
my racing heart
missing the wrong person
hits and misses


he's always there
and the other?
no...HE's the OTHER
red. red's the other.
not chunk.
not chunk.


i must find a cure and a solution.