self confidence

there's something about self confidence that gets to me.
i'm fine with how i look
at times im happy with it.
genuinely happy with it.

and then comes along SOMEBODY who will say hurtful things like
if there's anybody with big breasts, its her -points or looks at me- ok?
or she's the heaviest.
or my haven't you gained weight.
or whatever else.
it drives me up the wall ok.

it does nothing for my self esteem
NOTHING ok.
sheesh.
there's nothing i can say to these people.
they don't know or REALISE that i'm kinda happy with how i look.
so in the end i just get into a really foul mood.
hah.
serves YOU right you flat chested bitch.
you runway.
you pancake.
you whatever-else-is-flat.

stupid singaporeans.
i don't understand it ok.
its like such a rare commodity to find a girl who has half decent breasts and who isn't anorexic looking and when a girl like that comes along all what these people know how to do is diss them.
don't you GET it?
we are happy about how we look.
we are the PLUS sized singaporeans.
the curvacious sore thumb
the voluptious ones
the ones who didn't go under the knife for all these honeys.
FUCK YOU.