dunt know
i dont know wether to hate her to pity her to support her or to love her.
i dont understand.
i think maybe she likes me.
and she's becoming/pretending to be butchy.
1st of all i just wanna scream and shout at her.
who the fuck asked her to be so stupid to be so involved in stuff till she cant cope with it?
its her own fault.
2nd she keeps trying to up me one like in some kind of insignificant stupid naive little fool too caught up in my own little fairytale.
i just dont get her.
and then she gets all depressed and sick and heartbroken and whatever.
i dont believe in letting people read all your stuff over the net.
its like asking some fuckers for pity
pretending that people dont read it and whatever.
and then she makes herself sound so high up there.
like im not the jumpy bouncy girl no more.
no appetite. i think i buy that.
saying stuff like now *i* want to cry
to be listened to.
thing is, everyone has a listening ear.
you just have to tell them.
not expect them to come to you
coz whatever's going on in that little numbskull of yours, no one knows.
dont be stupid.
dont pretend to be all depressed.
i admit, sometimes im like that.
but only when they are things that i do NOT wanna talk about.
makes sense right?
i dont know.
i dont know why i hate her so much.
but everytime i see her...
and then she makes herself sound like such a damsel in distress.
like WHATEVER!
and she can argue with me that she is more boyish.
i dont know. i thought im more ok?
just look at the mess that's me.
and she's all blah3.
i know, the arguement was damn stupid
i let go of it eventually cos i got sick of it
but if she wasnt the kind of person who feels that she MUST one up me then i wont let it fly.
went to the NUS thingy.
fucked up couple was all like a no show.
fucking pigs.
thought you were so ah lian
so the very the minah mat hanyut.
kedi puki jugak eh korang?
when asked why: he merajok abit ar.
WTF. have you evermat met a guy like that?
and all of a sudden aku nyer pasal?
what the fucking fuck la kiddies.
sheesh...
HELLO!!!!
aku BANYAK sgt berbuih mulot kat korang kappa?
whatever.
cheebye lar.
i dont understand.
i think maybe she likes me.
and she's becoming/pretending to be butchy.
1st of all i just wanna scream and shout at her.
who the fuck asked her to be so stupid to be so involved in stuff till she cant cope with it?
its her own fault.
2nd she keeps trying to up me one like in some kind of insignificant stupid naive little fool too caught up in my own little fairytale.
i just dont get her.
and then she gets all depressed and sick and heartbroken and whatever.
i dont believe in letting people read all your stuff over the net.
its like asking some fuckers for pity
pretending that people dont read it and whatever.
and then she makes herself sound so high up there.
like im not the jumpy bouncy girl no more.
no appetite. i think i buy that.
saying stuff like now *i* want to cry
to be listened to.
thing is, everyone has a listening ear.
you just have to tell them.
not expect them to come to you
coz whatever's going on in that little numbskull of yours, no one knows.
dont be stupid.
dont pretend to be all depressed.
i admit, sometimes im like that.
but only when they are things that i do NOT wanna talk about.
makes sense right?
i dont know.
i dont know why i hate her so much.
but everytime i see her...
and then she makes herself sound like such a damsel in distress.
like WHATEVER!
and she can argue with me that she is more boyish.
i dont know. i thought im more ok?
just look at the mess that's me.
and she's all blah3.
i know, the arguement was damn stupid
i let go of it eventually cos i got sick of it
but if she wasnt the kind of person who feels that she MUST one up me then i wont let it fly.
went to the NUS thingy.
fucked up couple was all like a no show.
fucking pigs.
thought you were so ah lian
so the very the minah mat hanyut.
kedi puki jugak eh korang?
when asked why: he merajok abit ar.
WTF. have you ever
and all of a sudden aku nyer pasal?
what the fucking fuck la kiddies.
sheesh...
HELLO!!!!
aku BANYAK sgt berbuih mulot kat korang kappa?
whatever.
cheebye lar.
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