karma

Monday, August 08, 2005

Roger That

"A porno queen told me that she prayed for the best for her children. Do you believe that?"


Lets not to into ethics and all that bull.
Yes, a mother knows best. Interest?


Don't help me feel. Help me rid of my thoughts and emotions.


FUCK LARH! I DUNNO HOW TO PUT INTO WORDS HOW I FEEL CAN?!? WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?

AND I FUCKING HATE THE FUCKING FACT THAT MY COUSINS KNOW OF MY FUCKING BLOG.

NOT MAKING BLOGGING ANY MORE FREE-ER!!










BULLSHIT LAH!! I THINK IM STUPID AND INCOMPETENT AND USELESS AND FUCKED UP AND LAZY AND I HATE MAKING FUCKING REASONS FOR MYSELF. I KNOW WHY MY FUCKING MOTHER TOLD ME ALL THAT SHIT. JUST SO I WILL STUDY MORE AND PROVE HER WRONG AND WHATEVER SHIT! SO I THINK ITS STILL FUCKING BULL. I DON'T FUCKING CARE. AND I CAN USE THE WORD FUCK AS MUCH AS I FUCKING WANT. I DON'T FUCKING CARE. SO U THINK U KNOW BEST? I KNOW OK? U THINK I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING CONSCIENCE? I JUST DON'T WANNA BE HERE. WHY IS MY BROTHER AND WHOSOEVER HAVING THE TIME OF HIS LIFE IN ITE WHILE *I* HAVE TO SLOG THRU ANOTHER THREE FUCKING MINDLESS YEARS IN THIS FUCKED UP PIECE OF SHIT OF AN EXCUSE FOR A SCHOOL? I DON'T CARE HOW THAT SOUNDED. I PISSED. SO PISSED IM FUCKING CRYING. I DON'T FUCKING FUCKING CARE ANYMORE ABOUT STUDYING. CAN YOU HEAR ME? I DON'T FUCKING CARE!!!


DON'T YOU FUCKING DARE SAY I'M GOOD ENOUGH TO GET INTO THIS SHIT PIECE OF CRAP THEY CALL AN INSTITUTE. COZ I'M SO FUCKING NOT. YEAH YOU TALK SO FUCKING BIG IT'S SO FULL OF SHIT. AND I DON'T FUCKING CARE. IF I WAS SO FUCKING SMART I WOULD BE SOMEWHERE BETTER. U THINK I WILL DO WELL? I DON'T HAVE A FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT CALLED INTEREST. I FUCKING DREAM IM CLASS. I FUCKING THINK ABOUT WHAT TO EAT IN MATH. I FUCKING WONDER ABOUT WHAT SONGS THERE ARE IN MY MP3. I FUCKING GEAR MYSELF UP FOR THE LONG BUS RIDE HOME. I FUCK I FUCK AND I SUCK!!!


SO NOW I HAVE TO PROVE YOU WRONG? SO NOW YOU THINK I WILL THROW AWAY MY FUTURE. SO NOW WHAT? I HATE THAT YOU DID THAT OK? I WILL NOT ANSWER THE PHONE LAR. HELLO! I WILL DIE. I AM GOING TO DIE I TELL YOU. I DON'T THINK THE FUCKING FUTURE IS WORTH TO BE THOUGHT OF. OKAY? O FUCKING KAY?!

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