water bottle

i noe its just a water bottle
and that its just a thing
but everything that i touch has its sentimental value
i treasure it
i cant believe i forgot
i cant believe my stupidity
i cant believe im just such a worthless piece of shit


i cant believe that to find help just to retrieve a stupid lil water bottle would be so hard
i cant believe that family members would be so negative
so unhopeful


shldnt expect much from people?
i dunno if i try to make pple happy
but wadever
and im like never at the receiving end?
no matter the promises pple make
who cares rite?


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must be another surface person
yeah yeah
you're right mom dad whosoever
i have no heart