tired and worn out

at times like this i just dont know what to do with myself
i tired of losing battles with myself
letting my emotions take over
and then going around with extra baggage that i just dont need


change your mind
lick your wounds res


and then there are just certain things that you just cannot change
like hypocrites
hah.
cannot stand people who just cannot let go of the past ar?
well, look in the mirror to see an example
do i hate you?
fuck yes!


but even with the hate and the immense irritation that you give me whenever i see you
i gots this unnnatural urge to right the wrongs


what's stopping things to change for the better?
simple
you.


i see no point
no use
but; yet; nontheless;


why am i so stupid?


i absofukenlutely gots to change


[[ those who say sunshine is happiness
have never danced in the rain ]]