can't hardly care

i get back my O level results and those two aliens sit there and plan out wad's my best route.
then they tell me where to go.
a dash of "go wherever you wanna go but i'd rather you go here and there coz blah blah blah..."
its all shits lar.
kaoz.


1st day at MI
been posted to the Science stream
subject combo not determined yet
gotta pass it up tomorrow
like i dunno wad they want me to take liddat
said i wanted to take lit [this is partially due to the hilarious sarcasm of the teacher]
unforch or wadever its not in science
shits lar, you won't understand.


got this old old teacher
he said take up the subject coz of your interest
not coz your parents want you to
or coz your best friend is taking that subject
old man, like i dunno.


problem is it's like my parents keep pushing what they think is good fer me in my face.
shoving and shoving and shoving
so irritating.
and they can't accept the fact that they made the decision for me to go to MI
shits lar.
keep denying.
den stupid mother keep asking abt the school, what to buy, what to wadever lar
fuck la. kaoz
then keep discussing and discussing abt MY life.
sheesh. not mine to live.
irritating like fark.


already shove the school in my face still wanna keep asking.
how can i NOT get angry?
not to be blamed
den keep saying this and this wanna go where
den keep asking their results
then wadever shits
den ask why wid their results they wanna go poly la
den say if whosoever choose wadever poly course will surely get in coz their results good lar wadever shits la.
kaoz.
shaddup can?
feel like slapping some sense into that woman.
shaking her and telling and demanding her to admit that yes, she or he or whichever fucker told me to go there.


keep thinking i wanna go Jc.
stupid lar.
see my results la.
call me blind jus coz i use glasses.
u lar blind gundu.
dowan admit the fact tt your child not really that smart.
open big big la kaoz.
then if still cannot see, use clorox go wash your eyes la.
stupid.




but on a lighter note, i think i'm crazy about ELIJAH WOOD.
stupid gay boy
wid the big blue blue blue eyes
haha!!
its like so cute rite?
then when he shouted NNNOOO!!!
its was like...
haiyah...tugged on your heart strings rite?
you pity him like siao lorh.
like so poor thing siaa...
den when he cry...
kaoz, felt like hugging him
his blue blue eyes
den got his clear clean face
aiyoh...look like child lor
den you feel like hugging him
coz he looks so pathetic
and he's a hobbit
makes him seem like a child
short short, sweet sweet, pathetic
muahahaha...
must constantly remind myself that he's a 24 yr old
and that he's not really that short
[maybe just a lil okay? dun make fun of him]



deperate to find a pic of him looking hugely pathetic