not working

today is the first official day of me not working.
yay~
*cue the eye roll*
im at the esplanade getting some alone time

gosh, i dont know why i feel like such a loner today
or why i feel so low
all i know is that it didnt feel right

sure i mean...

i dunno why i feel this way why im acting weird why im dont
gosh...
when is this going to stop?

is it my confidence level?
or lack thereof

when are u gonna stop res?
grow up maybe?
or just plain forget about yourself?

just why am i like such an idiot?

whatever res, whatever...


now i know what MASH means
ha ha.


fat arse
thunder thighs
tummy untrim
hamster cheeks
goodbye arms

ouh.
and i guess today wasnt sucha bright idea after all.