well

haishh
these past few days have been tiring
but worth it i guess
ok so here's the low down

just when i thought that i could never get a job
i was offered one
so yeah...
i started last thursday
its very very very VERY
tiring...
even though im sitting
i keep getting these aches in my left shoulder

the people there are ok
lotsa politics tho
she doesnt like her
shes dating him
shes crap
she lies
blah blah blah

there is this cute chinese guy that is working there too
so...yeah
but he comes at 3
then there is this indian guy from bangladesh
he talks like hes drunk
slurry is the word
just today me n salwa n nadia [ma new frend *beams*]
were laughing at some of the words he uses

this one auntie would ask him...
"got any more anot?"
and he would answer
"yah...many many"
in that slurry way of his peppered with an indian accent
hahaha...!!
we were talking about it in the van on the way to jurong point
we were making such a ruckus
adding "many many" to everything
like happy many many, like many many...yadda yadda
when we reached jurong point there were many cars
so the uncle told us to wait
he said...
"many many cars"
man! we burst out laughing!!!
we're baaaad influence...
hahaha...
i laughed till i almost cried man in the van...
hahaha...

okoies...what more huh?
i finally met up wid salwa...
lolx...
with ANOTHER nadia to add to my list of nadia/h-s

eerrmmxx...
nad belanjer me lotsa...
so i will repay her...
FINALLY met up with that reno
lolx...
that day was fun...
ermx...
got me a pair of sneaks from converse...
tried out a new flavour and type of ice cream...
a so called "healthy" youghurt watermelon ice cream...
compliments of Nad [again]...

ok the thing that gets to me the most in the morning is the attitude of Singaporeans on the trains...
i've been taking the train as i feel that it is faster than the bus
but it gets me so upset...
the people are like sheep i tell you!!
shuffle shuffle...den when get a place just stop
then what abt the rest of the pple who wanna go to work too?
like need a person to think for them liddat...
like a sheepdog or something...
ok...i drop off at jurong...
its where the train stops for the longest time...few mins at least...
but these like supposingly matured people dont BOTHER to move to the middle of the car...
im like hello??
i feel like shouting at them
i feel like cursing them
i show them my crap face
i roll my eyes at them
i glare at them
worse of all
i wanted to harm them

scratch thier eyes out
kick them
slap them
shout mean things right in their faces
aaaarrrrgghhhhh...!!!
hate the trains in the morn ans afternoon when the working people with no brains are on board...
sorry~
but its true...
experience it for yourself...

hhmm...
guess thats all?

okies.

there are many things i think about while im packing stupid metal parts
most of them make me feel very down and low

Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is so messed up

i dont know larh
i should tell sumbody
but...
entah eh...
mcm taknak gitu...
ok ok....for the benefit of the other races...
entah eh = dunno eh
mcm taknak gitu = like dowan liddat
hahaha...
bloken!

i cannot tell ar...
private?
maybe~
or am i just scared to reveal my true feelings?
argh!
sappy~

Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
Well ya shoved it in my face
This pain you gave to me

nitex friends, strangers, noobies, aliens and wannabes~!!
take care~!