yadda yadda
Wad am i some cold heartless bitch? I just pushed someone to the absolute max and here i am thinking that its funny. Seriously, i cant take it seriously. Bwahahah! I wasnt angry. I was uncomfortable. I dont know what to think. I dont know why i feel that im this and that. Or so and so or whatever. [ What is this & that & so & so? THAT is a secret. ] I wallow in well something. I refuse to be weak. To show im scared. Or afraid of what is to come or to happen. Im afraid of too much. I think i must face it. Im *****. Haha. U figure it out. Oh well. I still won't show im vulnerable. So when u think i am... Give me a hug yeah? I lurve hugs... I dont know why...
Okays...UPDATE ON MY-INSIGNIFICANT-I-DONT-THINK-U-PPLE-READ-THIS LIFE~!!!
Fun Fact: Danial [tinggi] gets put off by my LOONG postings...So I'll make this long!
Sunday err...28th Nov[?]
oh well!
I went to town with weirdos whom i call cousins~!!! Hahahah~!! Anyway we watched THE POLAR EXPRESS. How old were we? Two sixteen year olds and two who were over twenty but less than 25. Wowster... So naturally we were noisy and made comments on EVERYTHING! And we were the loudest and the oldest people there. Excluding parents who took their kids there of course. Anyway. It was a laugh but it was WAY fun. Then we walked around town, painted it... red [?]... Nawh, not really. But we had many laughs... It was tiring but FUN. We saw Oli n Leandra n Daph. Flash snap flash snap. The usual. Haha. Like I would know. LoL. *shining eyes* i wish I were a star. LoL. Wadever stupid. Oh yeah, someone pushed a flyer to my cousin and he looked at the flyer and then at the person and said "Save the trees". HAHAHAH~!!! Who the hell takes flyers seriously anyway? Its been too long. I forgot all our jokes. Bleahx. I will keep insisting that it was FUN... Yes Res yes~... We get the idea... Hey, if u people haven't heard of Wicked Aura... WHICH ROCK HAVE YOU BEEN LIVING UNDER? Haha... No no... They're a band. Obviously. They play percussions[?] Brazilian music. Nice lei~. Viva La Wicked Aura. Didnt know that there were so many cute guys in the band. Lalala. Haha. Si Gatal nie.
Ok. WadEVER!
Monday... 29th Nov
Go House Visiting Day
Hmm...Frustrating, yet fun day. I woke up feeling nervous. Nad's not going to be around and i will be [duh!] alone. I didnt know what to wear. Everything i had just isn't right. I had fugly skin. In short, I was a train wreck. Muahahah!! I panicked. Who would be there? What would they all look like? What would they think of me? I think i came off all WRONG. God. I was ULTRA self conscious. Im sucha geek. I need to break away. But NOOO. Argh. Well. A whole lot of pple were there. They were:
1. Mariana
2. Hafiezah
3. Mufa
4. Liza
5. Akidah
6. Ayu
7. Ida
8. Zila
9. Aini
10. Fir
11. Suhaimi
12. Raihan
13. Azhar
14. Taufiq
15. Nazra
16. Azman
17. Ridhwan
Is that all?? These are the pple who tagged along. Whom i KNOW... Few more whom i don't...5 more i think... Making it 22... Wow...
Then there were people who tagged along later in the day. Namely:
a)Ridhwan [chakway gendut] and
b)Ryan
Along the way, people went home too so the group became much smaller. Lalalas...
So i was a bundle of nerves that day. And u've got a rough idea of how i felt that day. Ermx... Hope this is not accepted the wrong way but i found it rather strained. I mean if Nad wad around, I would have been well 'free-er'. That is not a word stupid. We met only after FOUR years? Oh well, at least we met yeah? So i was too quiet. I made lame remarks. Or did i not? Many have changed. Oh well. Something good did come out of it tho. *scratches head* Tho i'm not so sure what? An aching feet? LoL. No no. But we did do TOO much walking that day *hint hint*. Something good AND surprising also happened. Oh well, I wont say. Keep you people in suspense. Sorta. I'm SO Lame. You know it.
THE PRETTIEST HOME:
5. Aini [ *clapx* ]
4. Liza [ Yay her! ]
3. Nazra [ WooHoo! ]
2. Ryan [ *clapx* ]
1. Raihan [ WOW~!! ]
Okays...UPDATE ON MY-INSIGNIFICANT-I-DONT-THINK-U-PPLE-READ-THIS LIFE~!!!
Fun Fact: Danial [tinggi] gets put off by my LOONG postings...So I'll make this long!
Sunday err...28th Nov[?]
oh well!
I went to town with weirdos whom i call cousins~!!! Hahahah~!! Anyway we watched THE POLAR EXPRESS. How old were we? Two sixteen year olds and two who were over twenty but less than 25. Wowster... So naturally we were noisy and made comments on EVERYTHING! And we were the loudest and the oldest people there. Excluding parents who took their kids there of course. Anyway. It was a laugh but it was WAY fun. Then we walked around town, painted it... red [?]... Nawh, not really. But we had many laughs... It was tiring but FUN. We saw Oli n Leandra n Daph. Flash snap flash snap. The usual. Haha. Like I would know. LoL. *shining eyes* i wish I were a star. LoL. Wadever stupid. Oh yeah, someone pushed a flyer to my cousin and he looked at the flyer and then at the person and said "Save the trees". HAHAHAH~!!! Who the hell takes flyers seriously anyway? Its been too long. I forgot all our jokes. Bleahx. I will keep insisting that it was FUN... Yes Res yes~... We get the idea... Hey, if u people haven't heard of Wicked Aura... WHICH ROCK HAVE YOU BEEN LIVING UNDER? Haha... No no... They're a band. Obviously. They play percussions[?] Brazilian music. Nice lei~. Viva La Wicked Aura. Didnt know that there were so many cute guys in the band. Lalala. Haha. Si Gatal nie.
Ok. WadEVER!
Monday... 29th Nov
Go House Visiting Day
Hmm...Frustrating, yet fun day. I woke up feeling nervous. Nad's not going to be around and i will be [duh!] alone. I didnt know what to wear. Everything i had just isn't right. I had fugly skin. In short, I was a train wreck. Muahahah!! I panicked. Who would be there? What would they all look like? What would they think of me? I think i came off all WRONG. God. I was ULTRA self conscious. Im sucha geek. I need to break away. But NOOO. Argh. Well. A whole lot of pple were there. They were:
1. Mariana
2. Hafiezah
3. Mufa
4. Liza
5. Akidah
6. Ayu
7. Ida
8. Zila
9. Aini
10. Fir
11. Suhaimi
12. Raihan
13. Azhar
14. Taufiq
15. Nazra
16. Azman
17. Ridhwan
Is that all?? These are the pple who tagged along. Whom i KNOW... Few more whom i don't...5 more i think... Making it 22... Wow...
Then there were people who tagged along later in the day. Namely:
a)Ridhwan [chakway gendut] and
b)Ryan
Along the way, people went home too so the group became much smaller. Lalalas...
So i was a bundle of nerves that day. And u've got a rough idea of how i felt that day. Ermx... Hope this is not accepted the wrong way but i found it rather strained. I mean if Nad wad around, I would have been well 'free-er'. That is not a word stupid. We met only after FOUR years? Oh well, at least we met yeah? So i was too quiet. I made lame remarks. Or did i not? Many have changed. Oh well. Something good did come out of it tho. *scratches head* Tho i'm not so sure what? An aching feet? LoL. No no. But we did do TOO much walking that day *hint hint*. Something good AND surprising also happened. Oh well, I wont say. Keep you people in suspense. Sorta. I'm SO Lame. You know it.
THE PRETTIEST HOME:
5. Aini [ *clapx* ]
4. Liza [ Yay her! ]
3. Nazra [ WooHoo! ]
2. Ryan [ *clapx* ]
1. Raihan [ WOW~!! ]
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