"fuck to you"

bitch...
if u tot u were gd in smthng...
well
ure wrong
im stting here at da fugging library
while contemplating WHY
OH FUCKING WHY MUST I SCREW UP MY O LEVEL LIT PAPER???
of all times to screw it up
of all times to freeze, to have a block
THIS IS NOT THE FUCKING TIME LARH~
what the fuck man
and sum1 can come out saying
ouh...
i LIKED the prose
got irony got conflict
got this got that
save it larh bitch
I DONT FUCKING CARE WAD U THINK LARH~
so fucking smug
im already so stupid
she must go n rub it in
STUPID BITCH
go go go
say all u want
im dumb
im stupid
im hopeless
i cant even get my LIFE out straight
and this is FUCKING lit
like one of the most easiest subject
MY GOD
WHY DO I SAY THAT WHEN I CANT EVEN SEE THE FUCKING IRONY OF IT ALL??
why did i turn out this way?
why?
can i just die
"fuck to you"
if you think i should be studying
i hate it
dont u?
dont fucking lie

i feel illiterate

if i get a B3 due to my SS
then im saved
even then i shud get these marks:
SS - 34/50
Lit - 31/50

like real siakkk...

i'd e\be lucky to even get an 18
or land myself into a Jc

LIKE FUCKING REAL SIAK MY DREAM






































































































































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