Procrastinator

here i am
sitting in front of my computer
clicking away on the net
im supposed to be doing my english homework
or my maths
or the tons of others that i have no touched
collecting dust in my room
literally
i don't feel the stress
although i know the Os are nearing
i hate this
hey! are you people studying??
can help me anot??
cause i feel like im not
cause in not
and thats just that
grr...
a maths not done with the book
when? when? when?
prelims are nearing
and the practicals are slowly edging
have you ever read Macbeth??
where the army were disguised as the forest??
and they came closer and closer to macbeth's castle
and though i think Macbeth should have realised that the forest was getting nearer
i figure that they moved to little to be noticeable
anyway
he was so confident that he would not be killed
due to the prophecies
and then when they came
he was of course shocked
my situation is and will be like that
i think
whatever
irritating Os
i hate singapore
and tomorrow's the nations' birthday
haha...
yeah...
as she ages
the people grow more stressed
don't you government people realise??
that the reasson for the decreasing population
is due to the fast paced whatever-you-call-it
due to the people being more educated
i mean look...
im in express...
i should be going to a jc
from there i cannot work
who would employ me??
so i have to go to uni
and there i would finish school in my early 20s
i would work a while
get married at say 25
and to have a child
is messy
cause i would have to take a long leave
and you don't expect me to put my job on hold
the world's not gonna wait for me uhz
other that or i don't get married
as i haven't got the time
and i'm not gonna throw away my education down the drain
after years of chasing after a certification of i dunno what
after wasting my parents hardearned money
no way am i gonna sit at home and look after my child
okies
this might be far fetched
but i think its quite true
i bet many women are thinking of the same thing
but is life all about work and money and wealth??
cause in my future
i see a successful businesswoman
in an armani suit
with a briefcase
ouh...you know...
all those imprtant looking businesswoman
that or
a successful phycologist
in a pristine white coat
or one of those child doctor people
i dunno what they are called
then i one of those people who
flies here there everywhere
and goes home
to a big cold empty house
with a cat named kitty for company
im i mad??
i imagine my future without a person to love
you know one of those geeks who love their job to much
i find it hard to trust
to really love without condition
i fear
commitment
and betrayal
but i've never been through it
and i don't want to go through it either
god...
i think a lot...
maybe too much...