wad happened

haiz...tried to talk to bear just now...long time neh tok mahz...but he like dun wanna talk to me...limited convo nowadays...i tease...he tease...miss the old times...can talk and crap till the sun goes down...i miss the conversations i had with him...i oso miss him [in a friendly way mind you...]...sometimes when we pass each other he doesn't even smile or say hi...not like when we were in sec 2...or sec 3 i think...wads wrong with all my old friends???so confused and depressed...sometimes when i think bout it...i feel like crying...i think people dunnoe that i can cry a lot...like ocean liddat...and most of the times its over very small things...i hate depression [depressing mahz...]...haix...wad can i do?nothing...people change...i guess i don't adapt well to changes...all i want is to be surrounded by happy happy people...but how can one be happy all the time?daymn...