GoOd GoD...!

this is the worst day of holiday week so far...
im still bored...
im still walking around aimlessly round the house...
im still lonely...
i thought that last week was the last week of the hols...
how wrong i was...
its actually this week...
cant say im happy cause im so bored at home...
cant say im depressed too cause i still have a week to enjoy...
before things get really hectic...
god im gonna have a lot of remedials...
confirmed...
so now im sitting in front of the computer...
typing this...
and sulking away...
oh fuck...
i just came home from jurong point...
the worst trip there ever...
had to meet up with some people...
and i couldnt behave like my usual self...
no loud laughter and ridiculously lame jokes...
it was so quiet...
when im in the mood and my frends are around...
ill make a lot of unwanted noise...
when im in the mood only...
but if not id rather keep it down...
my dear friends i do have times where i wanna keep quite okay?
but just now...
i wanted to scream...
i wanted to laugh out loud like a mad woman...
i wanted NOISE...
any kind of noise...
hell, as long as there's no sudden lapses of uncomfortable silence...
fuck fuck fuck...
anyone up for a movie this week?
i wanna watch the chronicals of riddick...
my friends dont qualify...
underaged...
calling all people over 16...
watch riddick with res...
boo hoo...
this is soooo SAD...
pah~...


where are all my friends...?